Born This Way in Singapore ;)

*wipe away dust* It's been a long time since I came around XD *You and I lyrics*
Yeah! It's been a long time I didn't update my recent stuffs
I went Singapore watching Gaga's concert this lately
I went there with my family ;D but father was not coming

Yeah! my mom ;) always tell other people that because of i'm going Singapore watching concert, and she have to come too, to watch out of me or some sort -.- seriously, i can go by myself XD haha! 
anyway! went shopping with my mom aunt and grandma at the second day! for them was shopping, they really bought dresses, shoes~ but for me, just window shopping and they forced me to buy things -.- but i did bought a pair of shoes! YOOHOO! :D

lunch with them at Orchard Road 

dinner in Raffles Mall and then uncle brought us to Marina Bay Sand ;) 
Aww, how I wish Gaga lives in Marina Bay Hotel XD then I could say that I was staying in the same building for a while! hahaha! anyway, this is Marina Bay Sand ;) such a nice place!

third day : went Bugis street and Peninsular Plaza with uncle and brothers
Still, I didn't buy anything XD Yeap, don't feel like buying!
anyway, i just roughly describe the third day ;) 
Peninsular Plaza is a place full of selling guitars! my brother gone crazy in thereXD
Bugis street is a place full of cheap clothes, brothers bought some for themselves
*aih, they grew up XD*

just the last few hours to BTW ball, my uncle found out that I have to get to Singapore Indoor Stadium at 8am to collect wrist tag! OMG, thanks to my uncle seriously ;D *THANK YOU!*
queueing up to get wrist tag! :D quite alot of people knew this although they announced few hours ago :0

yeeepee, wrist tag <3 after i collected my wrist tag, back home again ;) 
haha!! tell you something, I went Indoor Stadium by taking train. This stadium is located at Stadium station.
and I lived in Bukit Gombak. so, there's around 20+ station between these two stations :D
YEAP! it was worth that I have been crossed the city for two times, have spent almost four hours on taking trains <3 

when I got back to the stadium around 5pm, there's a merch stall in front of the stadium but I couldn't manage to buy :( duhhhh T__T seriously, I'm so regret now!
Can you see the t-shirt designs? SIBEH YENG! XD

while i was waiting for going into the stadium, saw alot of people who dressed almost like her 
this is one of the awesome fans XD quite a lot of monsters dressed like her <3 
haha, they have their ways to love gaga, i have mine ;) she told us to born to be who we are ;) she will understand XD haha!! but seriously, i can see the monsters really spent alot of buying her merch, spending a lot on making clothes to impress her during the concert ;) honestly, i was kinda admire and envy XD

while waiting ;) Pen B free standing waiting area!

yeah! finally I'm in the stadium *with air con!* 
seriously, the feeling of waiting to see your idol is always positive.
i have waiting for so long, i wont let any negative events that happened around me to affect me ;) 
those cut queue-ers, can't afford to buy her merch etc, it doesn't matter as long as i can see you in live <3

hehe, met some other monsters there and helped me took picture ;) 

see! 10,000 people in Singapore Indoor Stadium! ;D
went into the stadium around 6.30pm, the show was at 7.30pm
but she didn't show up at 7.30pm but 8.30pm XD
but when she came out, all the tiredness varnished into thin air *true story*

the moment when the curtain is pulled off, the moment when all the little monsters screamed like never before, the moment is AWESOME! XD the castle is super awesome! legend-ary! XD 

the first song is Highway Unicorn, she rode a black unicorn to show herself. 
at that time, i already wonder whether i would lost my voice that night XD

this is the bitch XD actually the whole concert is to kill this little head. The operation is to kill the bitch XD
means nobody can stop her from doing the stuffs she wants ;) this is what born this way album, born this way ball mean :) 

I was so regret that I didn't bring a better quality camera to shoot her ;( 
but it's okay, her show will be staying in my heart, forever ;) every moment she talks, every moment she sings and dances, every moment she plays piano and sings, i always remember ;)

this is the song set list from korea, anyway it will be the same with the Singapore ones XD

*you can just ignore this part cause I'm writing for Gaga* XD
Finally, I have accomplished one of my life goals :3 you made my dream came true, not only this dream of course ;) you are an example which never try to give up on anything you want, you inspire me to keep on trying on my dreams, no matter how many people stop me to do that.
I really wish i could watch your show again, maybe next time when your next album tour?;)
you always encourage and inspire us to be ourselves, to be brave to face any problems in lives, to be stronger whenever anyone teases you, laughs at you, bully you, to have the spirit of equality to anyone, to be happy whenever you feel sad. Yes, you made it. 
whenever I feel sad, whenever I feel so fucking stress, whenever I feel left out, whenever I feel I'm gonna break down like weak creatures, I listen to your songs. Your songs make me brave again to face every bullshit in life ;) 

I know there are people don't like her due to some religious matter, dress code, the way how she calls us all the time "little monsters", her music, but so what? we can't stop you from hating her, the only thing we can do is just stay calm and say "you don't understand" ;) I never regret to love her that much, 
Born This Way Ball have made me love her more than ever.

9/5/2012

Thanks to Cheng Fhai's recommendation 
My tears came out like fountain when I'm watching the final episode of this anime.
Yeahhhh, anime XD I don't usually watch anime but since
Cheng Fhai said very nice and worth to watch and he said he cried like ninja's cutting onions woh HAHAHA!
yeah, this anime is nice ;) talking about friendships.

Six friends play together always when they were kids
but due to some incident, the grey hair girl died and the other five damn regret about what they did 
they been separated and until they grow up, the red shirt guy can see the grey hair girl
that means she's a ghost lah XD 
then ever since she brought all of them into the gang again
and at last she fulfilled her wish then leave them T___T
*gosh that part is the most touching part!*


anyway, words to my best friends out there! I love you all no matter what! 
I'm always be there to listen and to support you all!
Best friends forever!!!! :3 love you all!!!!!!

FML

I can't believe my instinct is correct.

After I finished doing notes about General Science, I thought of preparing some questions for the class.
He is an Art student, he's taking Gen. Science.
Went his room and searched for Science exercise book in cupboard while he's phone-calling on rooftop.
But I can't find any, so I asked where she put those books.
He said, in my second drawer, there's a lot of exercise books. I went and searched.
While searching for some exercise book, I saw a purple note book.
It's his Core Value diary (CV students write their diary everyday to realize what have they change)
I regretted I read it. He wrote a new entry.

The instinct I had, it's been four years. I never change a thought about his behaviour.
During his form 2, he did, but stopped by mom and dad.
Yeah, he really stopped, but after a while, I found few packs of stuffs in his drawer again.
He then scolded by mom and dad again.

Even since then, he stopped, but I don't trust him.
Although he's like go to school at six, come back home after noon, go tuition everyday, his life is damn busy, he exercise regularly, play his guitar regularly.....
There's still something in me to think that he still doing it.
Therefore, when I read his diary, I wasn't surprise.
Yes, he's still doing it. Everyday. He stated there, "I have to do it one everyday before I go to school"

Yes, I'm not surprise, but disappointed. Heart sank to the deep deep ocean.
Am I going to tell them?
If yes, it will only go on with the same incident last time.
If no, he's gonna learn a lesson soon. Everyone knows that thing lead to cancer, why he's still so stupid to believe that thing is fucking fun? FML

28/4/2012


我很乐意得跟其他人跟像我的梦想,我希望我可以为这世上的花草树木动物做出贡献
人以为他们是唯一的统治者,以为所有生物都要跟着他们的使命生存
人实在是太自私,只顾着自己的感受,自己的利益,死命向森林里头发展
斩草除根,用一把火烧一片用了整百年来培养的森林,烧得一干二净
住在里头的动物,由于不能适应温度上升,有些懂得寻死,有些搬迁去垃圾场居住
其实人不能这样统治世界,因为到最后,气候上升,水位上升,动物种类渐渐绝种,植物也因气候影响渐渐减少,人也一样,进没有动物植物,他们也是不能继续生存
为了减少罪孽,我选择保护地球

是人都知道梦想不能当饭吃,到处跟人说你的梦想,人家会当你是傻的
但你能怎么办,成绩平庸但抱着伟大的梦想,普普通通的成绩肯定拿不到你所要的赞助金
更何况,在这个国家里,没有多少人会赞助理科人才
就算有些人拿到多好的成绩,如果你是读理科,他们认为你有经济能力去就读那科
但其实我们没有这种能力,之所以这样,他们更要赞助我们

对,我承认我没有认认真真地读书,我希望我察觉地不会迟
未来三年,就算牺牲一些对我重要但会失去我梦想的东西,我都要统统去除
UCSI, 我会不断地申请奖学金,Malaysia, 看着来,我一定能做到

是人都知道梦想不能当饭吃,但终比没有梦想的人有目标。

24/4/2012

went orientation briefing today. Haha, yes! I'm joining this semester's Orientation day
I joined Jan that semester but I found out I have trips to Hong Kong.
So now finally I can join ;D
Anyways, it's just briefing, told us how to do and lead groups tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
I hope it would be fun ;) but I have already exhausted when I heard what time we have to reach school the two days. Haha! Yes, 7am, that means I have to wake up at 6am T____ T
So! I hope it would be a fun orientation! Not like the one I attended before -.-

after that, xiaoc and I went Giant for buying some fruits and did our DIY Chocolate Fondue. :)
Haha!!!!! At last we don't have to spend that much money on a chocolate fondue


this is from haagen daaz 0__0 cost RM60++
and we only spend 30++ on DIY hahaha!!! 

Tired but what a chocolicious day. *guess I won't eat chocolate in weeks!* ;D 

21/4/2012

Okay, I'm having semester break....hmm....
due to semester break mood, some of my friends are working
some studying, some....staying at home like me -.-
yesssssss, I have to do something for this semester break, I know!

hehe, I'm gonna plant something ;D which I want to do that long time ago when i was a kid
I love to plant bean sprout when I was a kid XD


when I was in high school, I wish I can plant some vegetables or something green at home;) 
but my house is too small for me to plant stuff
and now, I moved into a new house, bigger than the old one
"It's time" I thought XD YES! I'm gonna plant something this semester break!

hmm, although it's semester break, I should be very happy with it 
yes, for the 1st day and second day...but I was watching drama for the following days
felt that my life was so empty 0____0 
maybe the semester break is too short for me ;D two weeks -.- serious short
anyway! I will definitely plant something! and bake something!
*yes! i bake muffins yesterday due to boredom :(*
nooooooo....i don't have two weeks holidays, NOT MORE THAN TWO WEEKS!
cut down the three days in school......now i have only five days of holiday T___T

found out I'm not getting short list for my uni's scholarship. I have a friend, who had same amount of A's with me. I bet his English are not that bad though, me too :(( maybe his curriculum activities and his courses are better than mine. 
Yes, I admit that I was not active in my high school. but he's an engineering students. and Malaysia provides A LOT of engineering scholarship. and me? I'm a Biotechnology students. A Science student. I didn't get any calls, messages, emails from the school. Am I really bad? Am I choosing a wrong course? Sorry, I'm just jealous. 

Genting trip with unimates ;D 15-16/04/2012

finally! went somewhere during sem break! I went genting!

Attending list : 
me, xiaoc, siew may, vivian wong, vivian lai, yee ten, jianing, eleen, zhen theng, thong, chi hou, wee jian, ah beng, kah chun, and alex.


while waiting for check-in! take picture time!:D
yes, no joke, this is the 1st time i went Genting with friends
after check in, the girls wanted to sleep for few hours ;D
since we didn't go anywhere for the 1st day, so they can sleep.
but I can't sleep XD I can't stand staying inside the hotel all day long XD
i went out for nature air-con with jianing ;D
we went for a park and chit-chatting sitting there for an hour
then we went back to meet them.

for the rest of the day, xiaoc and i went to visit Ripley's Believe it or Not for the 1st time!
although the entrance fee is not cheap, but the visit was worth enough ;D
saw alot of weird extraordinary stuffs like a baseball bat made up of tabacco!!
after the visit, we went SHOPPING xD we explored First World shopping centre
and at last I bought two shirts ;D 
we joined back the gang after that, we went Kenny Rodger's for dinner ;) 

after dinner we went shopping again! hahaha! then we back to the hotel for some rest
and i need a shower! 
and finally, one of my life goals is accomplished! that is, drink starbucks in Genting for the 1st time!!!
Had a medium-sized hot Cafe Latte in a cold place, such enjoying ;D


we went for a movie after starbucks time! which is 1am ;D


BATTLESHIP! Wasei! Love this movie! 
especially this main character! and his brother ;( sadly, his brother die young,
if not I'll love his brother too! ;D 


went outstation with Sistar for the 2nd time ;D 
I hope that we would have tons of chances to explore other places!
especially overseas ;D love yeah! <3

maybe it was the caffein or the movie's weapon effect, I can't sleep after. XD
it was 3am and everyone was sleeping, luckily siew may and vivian wong accompanied me went out for a walk XD and at last we slept at 5.30am XD
then, 7am i woke up! i was like OH GOD, WHY I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE!
we prepared to go for the theme park.
sadly, some of the roller coaster cannot play :( 
seriously, this makes me sick -.- makes me don't wanna come to this place anymore.

Genting, besides Casino, I don't think there's any attraction that makes me wanna go. No nice roller coaster, about food, expensive and not so nice though. about hotels, small and no SOFA in hallway although the hallway is so damn wide!! about outdoor, no any outdoor cafe though! Hey hey! I'm not a casino person but i never went into it. So maybe after 21, there's no attraction in Genting for me anymore. ;D
Next stop! Cameron Highland! ;D Cameron has outdoor cafe and nice food i guess XD

anyway, although the place is not so attractive, but people i went with made the trip nicer and awesome ;D
thanks to you guys!!! I'll miss you all :(( Although you guys went North Wing during degrees! I know we will meet again! :D Take care people! :D 


oh! finally, here i should announce something ;D
I'm on Littlemonsters.com now!! WOOOOOHOOO!!!! 

8/4/2012


你用什么语气来跟我讲话,我就用回那个语气来跟你对话。

既然你觉得除了说对不起之外,不知应该做些什么来补偿,
那就不用做,不用想吧。

这代表你根本不知道你自己错在哪里。
你是人,不是草。